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Friday, September 24, 2010

Hey

How've you been?

I know that it's been awhile.

Are you tired cause you've been on my mind

runnin' thousand & thousands of miles

Sorry, I know that line's outta style

but you

you look so beautiful on this starry night

loving the way the moonlight catches your eyes & your smile

i'm captivated

your beauty is timeless never outdated

i don't know why

I'm drawn to you

Could you be the other one so we'd equal two?

-By Chance (You and I)



Sunday, September 19, 2010

5 years of friendship and counting..

Finally met up with bestie after so long. :) It's really great to know that your bestie will always be there to crap with you, listen to your rants, do crazy things together, etc. :D

Went to marina barrage today and bought a kite on impulse, in the hope of relieving our childhood dream. But...we failed terribly to bring the kite high up into the sky. :(

Kite flying is like life. If we apply the right technique, the kite will be able to soar very high but if we don't control it properly, it will drop eventually. Same goes to life. We are the one who control who we will become. So, it is really up to us to determine whether we want to soar high or just remain at the bottom level. Buck up!

I remember Dad used to bring the whole family out to marina bay to fly kites and have picnic every Sunday when I was very young. I really missed those times! If only we could have family bonding time like this again. I shall make sure I organise at least one kite flying family bonding session soon. Feel that I've been drifting apart from my family. It's like we don't talk as much as before and I don't like the way it is now.

Kite flying for a few hours made me so tired and burnt :(

okay enough of the wordy post. Some pictures to share before I end the post. :D

our rainbow kite!










Saturday, September 18, 2010

A splitting headache since noon!
Can't seem to concentrate on anything.
Must be the doing of the weather :(


Friday, September 17, 2010

As busy as a bumble bee.

Went to the dentist yesterday and my oh my, I actually got 3 wisdom tooth! see how wise I am? hah! Didnt want to extract them out since they are not causing me any pain but the dentist advise me to coz it might affect the position of my other teeth. well..

I seriously hate fridays! 8.30 to 4.30 lesson with only one hour of break in between. and to add on, lunch hours in NTU is scary! after school still have to rush down to teach tuition and can only have dinner at 9 plus 10. How nice is that. Sometimes I just skip dinner totally. hmm.. I guess it's better if I keep myself super busy.

Since today is a friday and I already had such a long day, I shall slack for the remaining of today and catch up with work tomorrow. As for sunday, will be spending the day out with my long-time-no-see best friend ahhhh! :D


Tuesday, September 14, 2010

So helpless.

How I wish I could help in some way or another.

:(

I was so excited that we can get the keys soon and move into our new home by the end of this year. Seems like my hopes are dashed.


Sunday, September 12, 2010

You were like a dream. A beautiful one in fact.


WARNING: Emotional post. Dont continue reading if you can't stand emotional post. Thank you very much.

Had been dreaming alot lately. I dont know why. Went to look up on the meaning of what I dreamt about. And, it turned out to be exactly what I am feeling/experiencing now.

To dream that you are caught in a tidal wave, represents an overwhelming emotional issue that demands your attention. You may have been keeping your feelings and negative emotions bottled up inside for too long. You may be holding back tears that you are afraid to express in your waking life.
-credits to the source


I admit that, that is the bad thing about me. I always bottle up my feelings and I think I hide them really well. Somedays, it is just plain unbearable. But, what can I do? Like anyone will care. Whatever. Mum and Dad can tell that I'm troubled. They mentioned it to me before. In front of my friends, all the more I can't show out my emotions so I will just laugh and act normally. It feels terrible... yea, it's that bad.

How I wish you were right here with me.


Saturday, September 11, 2010

A constant state of nostalgia.


Spent friday evening out with 2 groups of friends. :)
Met up with cin and sy for shopping yet again at bugis. statisfied with what I've got :D
After shopping, met TTSH friends for desserts since they were also around that area. :)

I remember how I used to not go for gathering with friends in the past coz I was plain lazy. I guess that is the reason why I started losing contact with all my friends over the years. So now, to keep the friendship going, I tend to try to make sure I can make it for all gatherings. Like what I did yesterday, meeting 2 groups of friends. Actually I was already feeling rather tired after shopping but I still went to meet TTSH friends. Sound so wei da right. hah. nah. Just trying to make sure that I wont lose anymore friends in the years to come.


Thursday, September 9, 2010

Time flies. 2nd week of school ended. This had been a rather tiring week, not because of workload but rather coz of the journey back home. Lessons had been ending at 5.30pm. So..this means that crowds are unavoidable in the public transport. It's worse when we're not fast enough to get a seat. I pity my legs.

sy and I had cravings for Koi bubble tea this afternoon so despite ending lecture early and able to secure a seat on the train and not having to squeeze with the crowd, we decided to make our way down to the nearest koi cafe at bugis to satisfy our cravings. (okay this sentence sounds so weird. anyhow, I'm not going to rephrase it.) Looking at the picture below, I feel like drinking it again. heh.


yes! long weekend is here again :D Enjoy!


Saturday, September 4, 2010

First week of school ended. Quite a relaxing week though. But I guess I won't be saying this another week later. wells..

Played basketball with the OG and some course mates on Friday during the 3hr break. I must say it was really great to sweat it out although I didn't really run alot coz bball is not really my kind of thing. I will be the most enthu one if it's badminton,tennis,squash but not ball games please. But it's so weird to not join them so I just played. We played for almost 3 hrs(from 10.30am to 1pm) ! and we didnt eat anything until 2.30pm, so we were famish while having the 1.30pm lecture. Muscles aching after that.

I think my 胃迟早都会出问题. Kept having irregular meals ever since school reopens.


I need to think of a way to prevent you from invading my mind every now and then.


Thursday, September 2, 2010

This morning, during lecture, I saw your shadow in him (one of my coursemate). I really got a shock! At that very moment, I thought of you again. Oh my..


Wednesday, September 1, 2010

School started on Monday. I hope I won't procrastinate this sem.

I had my first chinese lecture today after about 3 yrs! (no chinese lessons for me after I left seconday school) Managed to take down notes in chinese hah. But of course, han yu pin yin and english are still dominating my chinese lecture notes. It's a good thing that there won't be any writings involved during exam.

First experience as a tuition teacher was not bad. :)




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