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♥ JOCELYN ♥
20
3rd April 1990
Aries
khs.mjr.mjc
NTU-SBS
loves her family and her dog! :))

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Saturday, September 5, 2009
once again the irritating feeling is back living in this place! i don't feel anything when i'm having my holidays. Now that school had started, i am starting to feel very pissed in this place AGAIN. why? i don't even have a DECENT study desk. my so called study room is SHARED! bedroom too. tell me how to study with brother making so much noise while using the computer and my study desk shared, with so many things occupying the table. whenever i have the momentum to study, somehow all these things just make me lose all the momentum. i hate the environment i'm living in now! i missed everything in my old home when dad hadn't made that decision to shift here 2 yrs ago. 2 yrs might seem like a long time to get used to something but somehow i still can't do it no matter how hard i try to.. no one will understand the environment i'm living in now.. somehow i feel like i'm putting up a strong front. when deep down inside me i know that i need someone to talk to.. i'm not alright.. |
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