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♥ JOCELYN ♥
20
3rd April 1990
Aries
khs.mjr.mjc
NTU-SBS
loves her family and her dog! :))
Keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through. Just stay strong.
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Tuesday, July 7, 2009
i'm back from my driving lesson =) i just can't keep back to the correct lane after doing u-turn, hogging the centre of the road. hmm..more practice needed i guess. anyways after lesson, instructor said to drive back to my 'old' house at ubi coz it was raining. i missed my house at UBI!! when i was there all the memories just started coming back to me. i am not blaming anyone for the state we are in now. i mean it is not worse off compared to those unfortunate ones so i shouldn't keep grumbling and grumbling. i guess for the past 1 yr plus in this place i have learnt to endure and put the unhappiness inside me. but at the same time i realised that i had actually become more grouchy. initially when we first moved here, i was really angry. thinking why is it that sudden that we are coming here. to say the truth i was actually angry at dad for suggesting that and i was super irritated at everthing when we moved. but as time goes by i know i shouldn't be blaming him. nobody wants this to happen too. that is why now i am trying very hard to get used to everything here. no doubt that i still feel saddened by the fact. somehow environment makes me the way i am now. i really missed those days when we are in the comfort of our own home, eating nice dinner cooked by mummy, talking over meals, family-day during weekends. it's almost impossible now in this place so called home.. everything had changed since the day we moved here. nothing is going to be the same anymore. sorry for being emotional all of a sudden. |
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♥ JOCELYN ♥
20
3rd April 1990
Aries
khs.mjr.mjc
NTU-SBS
loves her family and her dog! :))